change?

let the changes begin.
i will move on right now. i will make new friends. i will stop depending on you. i will stop looking at my phone wishing for a text or call from you. i will stop telling my friends how great you are and how i can't wait to hang out with you again.
you want me to chill? i'll chill.
but one day...your gonna wanna talk, hang out, or just have some one there to listen. and ya know... i'm gonna want to say forget you. i will want to scream and yell and throw things at your head. i will want to quickly and angrily remind you of all the pain and tears you caused me, of all the times thought of you kept me up all night, of all the times i needed you and you weren't there.
but instead. i will answer your call or text. i will meet you wherever you want to meet. i will sit and listen as long as you need me to. i will love you.
that. that will never change.
so maybe i will change everything else. maybe this will be good for me.
but just know...when you need me...i'll still be here...sometimes, in some things, change is impossible.
<3