these boys only listen to me when i sing

i'm dumb.

i act on impulse.

i don't use my brain.

when i do use my brain and plan...things never go the way i want them to.

i can't remeber the last time i had a friend tell me,

"hey jamie. i think you're doing the right thing. good job"

but.

that's ok.

i'll keep being dumb.

because when i'm dumb,

i still have fun. i still love my life.

i have regrets. i have a lot of them actually.

daily.

but you'd be lying if you told me you didn't too.

and my mistakes and regrets make me who i am.

i hate it. i love it.

so i choose to accept it.

i choose to bask in these qualities of jamie

23/7.

this.

this is my one hour to freak out.

back off.