where have you been all my life?!

this. do this. it guarantee all access to my heart.

lesson #519362

emphases on the "stories."

please welcome to the stage

you. yes you.
let me clear some things up.

this blog. it's not about you.
you aren't worth the time or effort.
my heart. it doesn't break for you.
you don't deserve that.
her heart. it will heal.
and no thanks to you.
your lies. they're all being shown now.
you're. busted.

so please.
do us all a favor.
disappear.

this. this is a freak out.

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh. 

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh. 

oh my gosh.

oh my gosh.

john mayer. is in. nashville.

as if that wasn't enough...

keith urban. sang. WITH him.

yea. i can't breath.

but...it was perfect.

gee, thanks.

i do a good job forgetting...

until a little kid does the remembering 

for me.

goin' to the chapel

every one knows that once a girl reaches the age of 10, maybe 12 at the very latest, she has her ENTIRE wedding planned.

i've never been on the "normal" side, so why start there?

i've always known i wanted to get married. i've always planned for having a husband and kids. i've always thought about my wedding day...just not in any sort of great detail.

i didn't know my colors. my dress. or even when or where i wanted it.

i never have had any of the specifics planned.

until now.

i will get married in the fall.

i will get married outside.

my dress...well for a picture of my dress refer to previous blog. my dress will be fantastic.

my daddy will give me away AND do the ceremony. 

my reception will be under a big tent with christmas lights and paper lanterns hung as far as the eye can see.

so maybe i haven't been planning since i could say my name. 

but i know what i want now.

and it will all work out.

you'll see.

i'm thirsty anyway, so bring on the rain.

i can't see it through the camera lens.

the WIND.

A cHiLd'S lAuGhTeR.

the peaceful moment right before sleep.

the SMELL after a summer rain.

the way my heart feels when i see you.

thunder.

a broken heart.

sunshine on my shoulders.

LOVE.

the smell of roses.

a genuine hug.

if i could have lunch with anyone...the list would start here.

MY HERO.